I still think of you as mine. Even though you are not (not in a way that would matter to anyone else, that is) I still think of you as mine. Despite everything we've been through, you, sir, are in my bloodstream. I can't shake you...and I am no longer operating under the pretense that I want to. You gave me the best part of myself...the best part of my life, but even if we did not have him, I would still love you.
I love you.
Edited to add: I no longer feel this way. He's a good guy...just not for me.
